Yet what I was.....????

Yet what I was?…nobody knows…..
After the death of my dream…none cared of my woes and heartache….I was the self-consumer of my misery….people forsook me in the lurch….....
I supposed to get vanished in the gray oblivion……or another option… that might be vaulted sky…..

Pangs of throes corroded me day by day….in front of me like the vapours tots…….

I never shammed my heartache….but along the whole scene I was trying to tread myself strongly….......

Leena Guha Roy

Oh! my dream....where r u?

Dream is no more.........................................

It was an afternoon after cool rainstorm...in the month of one July...I was looking at my windows...
Musty sun was going beyond my door... I had yet watched the leaves of the wet green trees...I could not open the windows....but why? Still I dont know...I was watching for quite a while...But nothing was meaningful what I watched.....
Then I went to bed.....I closed my eyes.....
Someone was muttering...undertone of its whisper i heard...some words also came to my ears....Within a few second I opened my eyes....and was trying to look at the windows...nothing was there waiting for me.....but I still heard.....
Once again I faced this unknown murmur...and it was after a few years since then...

..........My soul is whispering outside the window.....She finds words to tell me.....She lost her tongue....I am staring at her....I have no words too...........

This window is to the north of my room...Last year I went to my home....

My soul was not alone then…..My dreams have gone to be with her….

I entered into my room…..white washed wall became a black shadow in front of my eyes…
I was trying to switch on……but no light was there...

I could find one unknown morge where my dreams were brawling..... ......putrid corps of my dreams have been halfeaten by millions of ants....

I opened the window in the dark night.....and for the first time after the death of my grand father.........

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Is my silence finding some words?..........

Everything has been lost in the galaxy...... like my grand father...................

Leena Guha Roy

Hey guys......

this is my first post into this blog.............